a girl stands in front of george washington’s tomb
knowing full well
that all that remains is patriotic dust
to her left is the caretaker, standing by
the only witness to her reverence
to her right are magnolia trees
full snow blooms drowning in the jellied air
sunshine breaking like glass through the leaves
she decides to be alone, hushed, unmoving,
at rest for the moment
a chinese-american girl stands in front of george washington’s tomb
cinching, clutching, clasping for america
praying to love america
enough to make it better
in her gilded tears,
cerulean blue dreams,
and pacific-bound grail
she remembers her family’s jade chains
pulling themselves to a land of
two-story houses,
red-tinted accents,
and a second child
in ballet studios,
music classes,
drenched with paint,
who only now realizes the sacrifice for each drop of gouache,
each string plucked,
each plié,
while standing in front of a patriot’s last resting place
a citizen of the united states of america stands in front of george washington’s tomb
wondering if the first president ever built a nation
with her in mind,
she wonders if her right to claim her citizenship
is like the tomb she gazes into so intently
always ten feet away
iron gated and shrouded in misty stillness
she feels a string pulling her closer
now livid, she goes to seize answers from the Father of a nation
a single petal falls
she claps her hands,
lets tranquility raise its hand in greeting
reminds herself of the solemn, splendid joy
of sideway walks, bare feet on concrete, green lawns during a setting suburban sun
of home cooked foods, hot chocolate warming her, snow settling the air
and of standing in front of a tomb belonging to a mute Founding Father
she is now demanding answers from herself
a woman stands in front of george washington’s tomb
a tourist group rushes in from the right
they cut through the iron-bar silence,
welders breaking her spell
she walks away from george washington’s tomb
overflowing with revelation
claiming her new quietude
she can hear her friends chattering on the horizon,
and picks up her pace to join them,
fully in the present,
finally herself
she passes goats and sheep grazing in peace
their mouths a motor, steampowered
she walks by, greets them as friends
then continues her queenly stride
she is reborn
- Kaitlyn Fa
Cover photo source: https://artuk.org/discover/artworks/general-george-washington-17321799-169070
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